Sweet and Low

2010-06-23T11:24:00.001+08:00

Hi, i've moved

2010-06-23T11:15:00.003+08:00

HI I'VE MOVED TO
IEMIUHERTZ.TUMBLR.COM

SEE YA THERE! :-D

XOXO, PEACE!

2010-06-18T01:34:00.002+08:00

Holidays are till 4 july. Feel like dying my hair, re-do my room etc..
Genting with Vanny, Lemon, Prissy, Daniel Tok, Kimberly and Ashley next month. :-)
Pretty much excited about it. teehee

Meeting Mellysa tmr. (Y)

oh, and my com's fine now. XOXO
Tons of pics to upload!

2010-06-17T17:50:00.000+08:00

Pretty much you can get a sugar rush

2010-06-14T03:38:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday, to me. :-)

2010-06-12T14:46:00.003+08:00

Azzura @ Sentosa.
Thanks guys for coming! :*
Thanks to Pris and Van for the awesome cake :>
Though 40% of it went right into my face and everywhere -,- Gonna smash tanleimern, jovankhoo and vanessayapp back when its their bday. muahahahhahaha.
More photos @ Facebook.com!
XO
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My 17th in 2 days :-)
So far have no idea what lemontan got me. And Vanny's gonna get me a holga! <33333 Xie xie!
Nways, really awaiting for Monday. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Its the school holidays (Y)

Update sooon!
Follow me on twitter.com/iemiuh if you haven't!

XOXO~

2010-05-31T14:04:00.002+08:00

Pretty busy week.
Was sick and stuff.

Caught up with Ron on his b'day party @ Goodman Rd, Asia Conference on Sunday, BZE exam today. Napfa tomorrow and am pretty sick about 2.4km ):

2 weeks to my birthday B)

Oh, and i'm not born yesterday. I know the motive of your messages which randomly pops up on my phone screen once in a while. What's in the past remains there. ;)

2010-05-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

Went out with LM, Prissy and Ash yesterday.
Train to Cityhall with Lemonnnnnn. Save petrol day! heh. Its great not to drive sometimes.
Went to shop around for work. Heh
Lunch/dinner @ Suntec's Hans then to Cotton On> 313> Plaza Sing.
Lemon went gaga at Cotton On for i don't know what reason. Ha!
Chill till 10 plus @ macs and went home :>

Starting to work tmr. Spotme!

XOXO

2010-05-17T15:34:00.002+08:00

Lack of updates lately as my computer was down tgt with my netbook.
Currently in school uploadng pics on facebook and charging my phone :>

Not a very nice weekend as E399 is gonna be disband! Cell was really sad to hear that news and i guess we cried very hard on sat.

We grew up tgt in this cell, watch changes being made etc.
I guess its the kind of bond that we have that makes us closer then friends.
Its like a- family. Felt like my soul is being ripped off from something that is so close to my heart. I never expected this to come. There is so much that is not done, as one. Never thought that we would be separated. Really aches my heart. If i could have one wish from the heavens above, take back what was said on saturday.
):

Asia conference next week and exams are drawing closer too.
Guess it would be a bad month.

Pics on Facebook.com

update soon : )

XOXO

2010-05-12T00:39:00.002+08:00

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XOXO

2010-05-09T23:44:00.002+08:00

Got my LG new chocolate (Y)
Supper with Prissy, L'mon, Tok, Ashley @ Changi Village @ 4am. LOL
Iron Man 2 was okay. Fell asleep @ the front part :/
When two people(Prissy&LM) with powerful hokkien meets, its damn hilarious. HAHAHA. Damn like coffeeshop uncle and auntie communicating. tsk..
Oh and they are keep something from me! >:(

Happy mother's day.

I Love you mummy.

2010-05-06T22:13:00.002+08:00

Long await (TGIF) tomorrow

Movie with Dessy tomorrow.
Church on Sat.
Getting water baptise soon. (Y)

Yeezha- memories.
Without feelings

2010-05-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

1:23

Guess what? An ulcer planted itself on my lower lip. Hurting like a bitch now. >:

Bought LG Chocolate today! Happy happy. Mummy helping me to collect it tomorrow. Teeheehee, thanks! <3

Truckloads of things on my mind lately.
From the minor ones to the major ones in life. Oh, and i'm getting very paranoid too. Like, it's disturbing. From everything i said or everything i do, i'm being watched. Questions thrown @ me everytime somethings are not @ someone's liking. Please, i need to breathe. Bring me back my space, please. I'm human, flesh and blood. Just like you.

My birthday in a month or so. Excited.next event @ Wavehouse, EXCITED!
I'm serious about losing weight this time.
Next shoot coming up. Nope, not for Teenage Mag.

Sebby reminded me something that happened 8 months ago.
Frankly speaking, i was trying to erase that from my mind.

It must go.

Bdon is accusing me of procastinating! Gonna turn in now to prove him wrong. HA

XOXO people.

2010-05-02T21:49:00.002+08:00

Seeds

Went for Coup II after service on Sat.
Thanks prissy for the guestlists (Y)
Serene and Zoey came down but didn't went in ): , D.Chow came with his friendsss.
Saw Ashley and he was alone cause Daniel have to spin. Hahaha, awww.
Caught Joshua Hong, his Sister and Hongjie inside :-)
Chat alot and after so long, Daryl finally saw Josh.

Waited for Prissy and Tok till 3am and drove down to River Valley for supperrrrrr!
Home Sweet Home aftermath. I guess everyone was worn out. (except Ashley?)

School @ 8am tmr.
What makes it worst is that, lessons end @ 5.30pm.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ):

and every second like, he was my last one.

2010-04-28T19:12:00.002+08:00

Lessons ended @ 12pm today cause nimisha cancelled her lesson last minute (Y)
Gave us an assignment to be done only. Best

Saravoot came during break and clique went to our usual chicken rice for lunch. Teeheehee.
Went to Minds Cafe @ Tampines Safra after lunch with Cheryl, Adrina and Saravoot. Left aroung 5 for home. Wanted to drop by Citibank @ Tamp mrt to look for cousin but was feeling tired :/

There's only 2 lessons tmr cause Jacqueline Wong is not in schoool. (Y)
Cell group meeting tmr tooo. :-)

An eye for an eye. I would deny that we are in the wrong too.
Anyway, peace.

2010-04-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

Top Of The World

Feel so lazy to update. Ha.ha.ha.ha
Attended Sunday's service with Xue, Yaowen, Leimern and Chengmeng.
Couldn't make it for the Saturday one Because of the Youth Eco Concert which is a total waste of time. ):
Poor me and LM accompanied Xue the whole day to do her shopping. Haha!
Bonding bonding.

Meeting SY this saturday like finally.
Yesterday was her 17th birthday! :-)
Happy Birthday for the 5th time, heeee.

Really blessed to have some people in my life who are important like precious gold.

School's @ 10am tmr ):
XOXO.

2010-04-26T01:28:00.002+08:00

Sight

Realised that i have not update for 5 days. HA.
Will blog on tuesday :-)

Oh. i wanna get a Holga camara! ):

GOD. CHURCH. SCHOOL. FRIENDZY.
Nothing more

XOXO

2010-04-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

Raindrops

Its raining now. The outside looked so yellow for some reasons. *shrugs.

School's okay but the S&W relief teacher seemed rather rude. >:(
Love tuesdays cause lessons are from 9.30am-12pm. teeheehee.
Oh and the circle line is in use! Yay! Now it only takes half an hour from Tampines to Bishan (Y)

Mac with clique after school @ Tampines.
I realised that im taking afternoon naps very often cause of school.

XO

2010-04-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

School tomorrow.
Looking forward cause i'm gonna work hard :-)
Many things on my mind. Been thinking alot in the afternoon.
Should i just put it aside? Sigh.

Forgiveness.

2010-04-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

Red Boots

Now that school have started, there is pretty less time for leisure except for some nights where i'd sacrifice a lil of sleep but it doesn't matter ;)
I wanna do loads of things but is restricted due to my tight schedule everyday and all i dream @ night is about school, modules and getting a gpa of 3.5 and above. ):

Wanna go back to skating badly but since the day where a cyclist knocked me down @ ECP, i've never skate ever since. Someone get me a new pair of skates? HA.
Wanna meet up with Vanny and most probably that will happen on next monday :-) Miss you girl.
Wanna head to Genting a couple of days before my birthday. Really hope i can make it with the girls.

Oh, service today was awesome. -Deliverance. People were screaming and crying but there will be a rainbow after the rain. : )

Thank you Jesus,
XXX

2010-04-14T20:39:00.004+08:00

Take Cover

School's pretty awesome. So is my new class! :-) There are really a lot of girls in this class i should say. Relly alot. Ha!

Oh. except that ____ & _____ are pretty bimbotic. *roll eyes.

Busy with school, busy with school.

I miss my girls ):
Prissy Vanny Sinyee.
Oh and my two secret friend(Y)

Update soon! I promise :-)

XO,
H

2010-04-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

3

School's round the corner. Not very prepared for it but i've to be. Time to buck up and study real hard. :-)

Gonna go meet Vanny, Meili and Eric @ Boat.q now.
Service tmr and Supperclub aftermath : )

Update on sunday!
XOXO

2010-04-06T05:42:00.004+08:00

Far And Away

Updating my blog before Prissy starts to nag :p

Went to JB with Vanny darling on the 2nd of April. Shop shop and shop :-)
Djtok came to meet us aftermath and he found manage to find his way to city square without getting lost when he don't know the way. -,- lucky him.

Got his ice-cream and Shilin super big chicken. The funny part is, they don't cut the chicken into small pieces there. So Tok was damn shock when the person handed him the chicken in the super big size without cutting it. HAHAHA.it wasn't a joke, which he thought it was.
Drove to Esso to pump petrol. No jam @ Custom. Heehee. Oh, and i got the same birthday as the officer who checked our passports! Such coincidence.
Had dinner, or rather supper @ 85 with Prissy, Erica and Jx. Nomed on this super big fish and oyster with eggs. Chat alot before heading home.

Love you guys :-)

Easter '10

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Really LOL at me and YW's picture above. Easter was awesome! The drama team was good as usual! Thumbs up for the edited version of Bad Romance :p Inspire me to join the drama team! Heehee

Dinner @ Expo then movie @ Plaza.Sing while some went to club over @ PLAY. Clash of the titans. My second time.HA

I'm standing at the feet of the miracle maker.

2010-04-01T01:33:00.002+08:00

Can't Love, Can't Hurt

Meeting SY tmr @ Tampines. Heehee, miss her :-)
WOW @ Supperclub at night. T will be there too! Hahaha.

I spent 96 bucks today(31st March).
I needa save for JB on Friday with Vanny and Tok.
Sponsorship anyone?

):

2010-03-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

Breathe

Prayer meeting @ Jo's was cancelled ):

Just had Mac's with Vanny @ Tamp west Cc. Nom nom.
Just emailed MOE like finally i've overcome my laziness :-)
Just planned Alvin's bday card. Gonna do it tmr morning after changing my passport's photo so that i can exit Sg to Jb on friday with Vanny and maybe Djtok.

WOW @ Supper.c this thursday,
JB on Friday,
Easter service this Sat.

XOXO.

Breathe into my soul, spirit of God. Fill my life with your presence.

2010-03-29T03:28:00.005+08:00

09.

他说他很爱她他说会守护她
他送她玫瑰花一切美得不像话

谁又流乾了眼泪, 难分难舍太伤悲
谁应该止住眼泪, 谁又该乾脆离开

谁退出谁孤独?

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It was a random sunday. You're in red Checkers. You smelt of RL, Black Polo. You're shy. I didn't know you ain't local. Carl's Jr. You hid my phone. I love the way you smile. I thought you were cute. Suntec Sunroof. I love chatting with you. Cineleisure. You accompanied me on NR7 despite staying @ the other end. You fell asleep without knowing.

We risked through my parents, we risked through that police case.
I was upset when you left Sg on 290909, i missed you. Anticipating for your calls or msges everyday.
I was nervous, when i picked you from the Airport. It feels good with you around again.
I miss webcamming and msning with you when you're in Guangzhou.
I miss eavesdropping to you and your Mom's distant calls in Canto which i fairly understand.
I miss waking up early or not sleeping to have breakfast with you @ B.Batok.
I miss surprising you @ your place which you thought i wouldnt make it.
I miss you coaching me math, miss your seriousness.
I miss laughing with you, laughing at your couz.
I miss calling you fatty.

I miss your presence. The kind of feeling, i know i'd never get again.
I don't blame you for not allowing a 2nd chance.

Everything's gone.
Your msges.
Your pictures.
Your sweet nothings.

Now im left with the memories, some pictures in fb and photobucket.

It aches, when you cried.
Im sorry. For every hurt, every tear you shed.

If the sturdy wind comes, just give me a little tug.
I'll still be there for you.
But don't worry, i won't tug yours.
Many things cannot be explained.
Nevertheless, your presence is the greatest gift i can recieve.

"Love to see you hate to see me go"

Goodbye, Canto boy

2010-03-26T15:42:00.002+08:00

Two Steps Back

Was i getting too close to comfort?
Time to make the line visible and do what i gotta do.
3 years, lets waste no more.

One step at a time, running with Your fire.

2010-03-25T00:23:00.003+08:00

W

Sweet and low; i think of you.
If all this didn't happened, its the 6th this month.
If i wasn't foolish enough, i'd still be there for you.
If you'd just let me in again.
If you'd just text me that everthing's fine now.
If you'd just tell me you need me with you.

IF.

It breaks your heart, it aches mine looking how far we've distant.
Miss your accent so much,
Miss how you called me "ah kiew"

Oh bring back my baby to me

Still ain't over you.

2010-03-24T15:04:00.005+08:00

E399's Night Cycling

2010-03-22T17:34:00.002+08:00

Rising Red

Life has been pretty much like a bitch. Problems surfacing and some things are getting out of hands. Marching into a new month and I'd hope that things will be better. School's starting and am pretty excited about it ;-)

Better in time.

2010-03-19T02:22:00.005+08:00

RompV

RompV was okay. Was with Vanessa, Natasha, Serene, Joey and their friend Zhilin. On and off wiith bearbear, Junhong, Ron. Accompany Pris @ the end.

After a few hours or so, spotted Brendan, Melissa, Daryl, WilsonN, Herman, Chumhao. All from Spf! Yay.

2010-03-15T12:44:00.002+08:00

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WHO'S UP FOR IT? :-)

Tickets @ 25$ each entrance to Zirca and Rebel.
Contact me @ 9327 1245 now! :-)

Church youth meeting tonight.

2010-03-11T07:42:00.002+08:00

Comex Show @ Suntec

Today's the first day! text me up if you wanna get a laptop or you are working there too.heh :-)

Chatting with Ruth on msn before going to work. Man, 11am-9.30pm. ):
Hope no food poisoning with Ron like last year. Tsk

Yay, service this week is with Margaret Court. (Y)

2010-03-07T02:37:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday(08th March) Mummy, you know we love you :-) muackkkk.

Thanks for tolerating my nonsense all these years, my reckless behavior, my selfish acts, the craps and problems i created in school.
Sorry for the broken promises, for shouting @ you when you meant well, for the heartaching moments.

Thanks for the love, care and concern for 17 years. You play a great role in my life.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Was bloghopping a few moments ago. Reading the lives of different people from different walks. Seems like everyone is doing fine. Life isn't a bitch afterall. : )

Have being thinking about memories while being relentlessly reminded about reality.
I need to wake up and move on, go forth.

Moving on while reality stands like judges before me.
Not gonna wait for you to turn back, not gonna wait for you to embrace me again, not gonna wait for you to breathe that three words to me once again.

Not anymore

The truth hits, afterall.

2010-03-05T06:57:00.000+08:00

RompV

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Alongside with the people of The Party Box
Coordially invite you to Singapore’s largest, most underground
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15TH MARCH 2010
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DOORS OPEN AT 7PM SHARP

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Be part of this mighty event now!
From 7pm-4am @Zirca and Rebel
Tickets going @ $25 each,
Contact me @ 9327 1245 OR iemiuh-@hotmail.com

XOXO

Time Check: 6.59AM

Gotta make my way down to Bishan ITE to do admistration stuff in the afternoon. Sianzxc.haven even print those forms. Fml

Last night went down to BoatQ for Eric's farewell dinner. Aww, enlisting soon. ha! Had tower @ Martin's after dinnner and homed around 3.30am. Work starting on 8th March @ RP, sch's starting on 12th April ): Oh, i havent register to retake O lvls math and science. Tsk tsk.

Had my first driving experience with LM. It was hilarious i swear.HAHAHA. Sorry for stucking your car up a kerb @ 313's carpark :p
Thumbs up for being brave to be the first passenger. HA!

The maximum speed i went was 40km/h? Oh and i srsly suck @ parking and estimating. Nevertheless, it won't stop me from anticipating to get my license!

shutup i know still got one year. Let me dream at least!

Anywayz, Sentosa tomorrow!:-) If you're a sun/beach lover, hit me up to join us @ the beach!
X

2010-02-28T23:55:00.003+08:00

Cheer up, you know i'd be here :-)

Life's being rather nice to me these days.

Had dinner with parents and my uncle(Mum's elder bro) aunt and couz @ home. Had the whole salmon fillet to myself. :p

Service this week was good, with P.Kong. Sermon made me came to realise that i've neglect what's most important than anything else. The new people were removed from cell. Thank God, our good old days are back but on the other hand we gotta enlarge the Cg before May comes. Had dinner @ Marina Square's Billy Bombers aftermath. Was a little lost on the road, thanks to me. -__- not on purpose k! ): Worst, can find M.S's carpark. Twirled round and round and round.

Good food, good fellowship! Photos @ Facebook.com.

Really love this cell, this family :-)

Job interview @ Henderson Rd tomorrow morning. Got this job thanks to Mandy: )

TLM's driving there. God, hope we don't go holland again :\ No, should be hope he don't lost his way from Yewtee to Tampines. HA

Update again!

2010-02-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

Pop Hop

Meeting Miss.Taysinyee tomorrow afternoon : D
Erica is going into army on 9th March.(HAHAHA, all the best!)
I'm flying to ttthailand on 9th March for 4 days :-)
Getting very fed up with the new combination of cg.
48 more days till school begins. Nice
My naval piercing is swollen now >:(

Geez, finally upload all the pictures to Facebook.com. Now waiting for those pictures that are with Vanny : )

I'm still job hunting :\ I've a very dry bank ):

2010-02-21T20:52:00.004+08:00

Bye Bye

Just bid goodbye to my phone ); LOST. Fml.all the pictures, videos and contacts. Z

Lack of updates cause my laptop died on me. Just being busy with hanging out with the girls and stuff. :-)

update sooon!

2010-02-19T14:41:00.002+08:00

:0

I pierced my naval like finally. doesnt really hurt :-)

Have been hanging out with the girls lately. XOXO
Follow me on twitter for daily updates! www.twitter.com/iemiuh

2010-02-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

Space

At Vanny's place now with Priscilla, Junhong, Jeffery :-)
Using her laptop now while Pris and Van is reading, Jh's studying and Jeffery's smoking.LOL

Ytd was the first day of New yr. Went Grandaunt's place in the afternoon. Had lunch.had traditional Hainanese dishes. Thumbs up! Uncle Jimmy was like asking my uncle who used to write scripts to write a movie for him. Super hilarious. Dad drove us to his outlet @ Upper Thomson Rd to eat and went for Shisha session with Brother, Vanessa and Weijian. Had Hoegarden in buckets and finger food.

Going Uncle's place for lunch tmr and clique maybe coming to my place in the evening : )
Happy Cheena New year! ;)

2010-02-11T15:28:00.001+08:00

Shawty get loose

See ya @pit building for The Red Affairs tmr!
Picking Van up from work before heading there. XOXO

2010-02-10T07:46:00.003+08:00

Blink

Time check: 7.47AM
Song check: Dj Tok's 2010 final mixtape

Morrrning. Didn't had a wink the whole night. My sleep clock has gone haywire again. Soz i cleared my room and vacuum the floor to pass time. Sparkling clean now i should say. Gonna wash up and make my way down to the ICA building and to the AXS machine to get my tithe settled. Prolly gonna call randoms up to have breakfast with me. Oh and I'm praying that SY doesn't havta work so that i can meet her ): IT fair in March. Ron lobang pls! Hahahaha. Toshiba for the win! \m/ I need a job, im dyingggggggg.

CNY 's round the corner. I think i've ate up half of the seaweed love letters. Sorry mummy :p
Mahjong mahjong mahjong. 212121. 10bucks=60bucks. Encore pls!

Oh, anyone up for Red Affairs on the 12th Feb @ Pit Building?
___ and ____ went up to sec5. Doubt they will be there. Aww man.

2010-02-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

Near

Service today was awesome. With Pastor Paul from England. Fellowship @ T3 with Popeyes. Thinking of gyming again tmr.tsk.

Oh yeah, when school starts, i'm gonna study like never before. One mistake or one distraction is going to lead me elsewhere. Focus, focus, focus. When March comes, gonna register to retake O levels'10 in E-Maths and C-Science. Glad that many are willing to help me.heh : ) Really comforting. THANKS! Will never let anyone down this time, most importantly, myself. Changing my fate, from E8 to a B3 at least. Mark my words : )

Can't wait to get class 3 next year! Which car should i get? Not sure if i should go for 2B. hmm..

2010-02-05T02:42:00.002+08:00

Role it

Life's getting in a mess. Can't figure out what i'm trying to do or what i actually want. Everything's accelerating too quickly. I wanna slow down, shut myself out from the world. Fuck, what am i feeling now? Beats me.

Life was rather eventful recently.
Been playing a lot of L4D2, went to JB and spent 500 bucks(thanks mummy). Dimsum at our usual place @ Jalan Basar with Vanny, Eric, Natasha, Peiqin, Ron yesterday. Did a cock up version of I know you want me. HAHA. With Nat a.k.a Pitbull. sister, Redbull. Super hilarious. Gonna be up on Facebook.com soon!

Felt like crap after reading Canto's reply. So hit the gym to vent it all out. Ran 3km @ speed 9.3. Legs hurts now, God. I'm damn sorry, okay. Talk is cheap, i know. Screw everything, screw myself. Look, if i'm not f-king guilty, i wouldn't even bother explaining everything or even text you. Many things resign to history, but yet my conviction to you, will stand for eternity. Whenever you need me, i'll be there. A promise that i've made, and i'll never take back. Distance doesn't matter, Hear me?

I'm jobless. Thanks to Jiayi for helping me out to get a job.heh. Getting my pay tmr, meeting Vanessa too. Weekend's for service. Maybe hitting Boat.q again. No raiding please. Kay, at least not the same CID. Patrick, lol.

Sometimes, it is only the times when you really hit rock bottom,when your life comes crashing down, that you realise what you really need is not what you can find from this world, but from within.
The courage to say that you're alright on your own. The courage to let go. The courage to carry on despite the trough. The courage to say it's okay when you're down low and everyone else's sky high. The courage to say that you matter from the beginning of your existence. The courage to believe in a dream to come true. The courage to love.

Why courage? It is the strength, the faith despite the fear, reality of the now.

2010-02-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

090909

Night's surge of thoughts and memories kept me restless and awake everytime i lay on my bed. Day's radiance drained my life as it kept me looking up at the sun, looking back at those days, those wonderful memories..
Living in a daydream, struggling in a nightmare.

Getting a little upset over what i just saw in Facebook. Man, really regretted it.

Waiting for a conversation, not to spill my sorrows, neither to blame, but to share a wish. A wish that i can only share with you.

I've got 3 days, to get over it. Cause, its not gonna happen anymore.

Wake up.
I miss you, can't get my eyes off the messages from you in the past.

Bring my baby back, oh bring my baby back to me..

2010-01-31T21:09:00.002+08:00

Michael, Thaishawn, Joanne, Me, Kahmun, Christine, Liying, Yaowen, Chengmeng, Leimern. Steamboat at Jo's place. heh

Finally met up with clique.hee. But not all ): bonus is the ginnas came. 7 of them.hahahaha. 16 people for steamboat, 13 person for movie, 14 blades. Good show! But general theme. The classic part is, in the middle of the show, someone fell asleep and he was snoring. So the whole theatre was laughing. Seriously super funny.

Dinner tonight with Dad and Mummy @ Goldenmile's steamboat. Damn nice. Had Mac's ice-cream @ Kallang drive-thru mac.

Can't wait for school to start :-)

2010-01-29T23:56:00.002+08:00

Count me in

Think twice?

well, haven't been sleeping well for 3 days. Unfortunately for those who had been cursing me, i'm still alive and kicking. Nothing much except that had a mini meet up with my primary sch friends few days ago, chat for like 8 hours @ Mac opposite St Hildas'. Had a walk in chinatown>L4D2 around Clarke.Q>Supper @ Boat.q>Home, few days ago too. Saw the first shooting star in my life yesterday. I love East Coast. <3

Met SY darling today for dinner @ 85. Sorry for keeping you waiting! Had Bb tea @ tamp and chat alot as usual. Hope we'll remain the same way when sch starts eh? :-)
Will be meeting up with Clique tmr. Can't wait, really miss them. Got lots of things to share with Stanley. As usual the best listener for 5 years i can ever have. Meeting him in the morning for breakfast after he book out before gyming with Mellysa. Finally can work those fats out.

Gonna have a good sleep now. : )

In as much thoughts of madness and nonsensical logics i've cleared from my mind, my heart is still burning. While the awaiting future doesn't really matter for now, gotta do what i must one at a time. First, figure my self out. Altogether

2010-01-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

Slow down, the world is watching us break down. Its safe to say we're alone now. All alone now. Not a whisper, the only noise is the reciever. I'm counting the seconds until you break this silence.

I know we never talk things out crystal clearly before except for those SMSes which only cause more misunderstanding. Hey i know its my fault and i can remember apologising repeatedly despite understanding the fact that it doesn't change anything regardless of the way you feel or the situation. So it was left dragging months after months and i never knew how you felt anymore after that message. Everything was so.. concealed. It seems like we're avioding the topic. Until now, status unknown. Maybe for you, game over after that incident. Nevertheless your sweet nothings still lies in my inbox. Everyone of them. A moment of foolishness causing me to lose what i really wanted. Once again, whether you accept it or are already numb to the fact, i'm truly sorry.
The way the distant calls caused a bomb to the phone bills which freaked us out, the way you smile with a constipated look, the way you try out suits @ G2000 happily but always leave the place empty-handed, the way you send me some chim chinese msg about how you miss me, the way you are so glued to your iphone applications @ breakfast and i'll just whine and whine how lousy and disturbing the phone is.

If you know what 090909 means, born on the 26th Sept 1988, spent your 21st birthday with me, studied @ RV High School, I miss you.

"You have sucessfully occupied half of my brain" is it still a fact now?

2010-01-25T01:06:00.003+08:00

Table for one

A whisper turns to shouting, a shouting turns to tears. Your tears turns into laughter, and it takes away our fear.

Unexpected police raiding @ B.quay
3/4 of my statement is false, which i think he knows
The CID who took my statement was quite cute(lol)
Got into an arguement with him about being 16 or 17
The way he smelt the greentea was funny

Met SY before our church services on Sat. Ate KFC and accompanied her to Aljunied and turned back to Expo.
Slept till 4pm today. Went swimming with Van @ Greens. Had Sakae Sushi for late dinner and met up with Yongshen for a chat. Talk a little about the raiding @ Bq, my birthday chalet, ____ stupidity for throwing herself into the trap.
CNY's round the corner and my awesome-wonderful-always-stick-together-clique had came out with plans to kick off CNY well. Should be Stanley is the organiser. Ha! Looking forward to see everyone again. <3

Dad's whipping supper for me and mummy now. Slurps.smells good already. Gonna sleep after eating. Fattening? I know ):

Oh and CNY songs gives me bad headaches. You know, the rhythm. Super turn off, right SY?

We want to run to the altar, to catch the fire. To stand in the gap, between the living and the dead.

2010-01-22T04:53:00.002+08:00

I just, hmm...

K. its like 5 am now for God's sake and i can't sleep oh and the skin on my shoulders and neck are peeling. Freak itchy i swear. Resisting to scratch em. Argh.
Just chatted with William on msn and he's off to bed when he needa wake up @ 6am for cohesion or whatever crap. Gotta temptation to grab the last pint of Ben and Jerry's in the freezer. Reality check No.1- it will add on to the size of the fats around my waist.damn. and oh, why is everyone in a relationship!

Gee, Soz after 365 P.Meeting God started rolling some thoughts into my mind. Argh, gonna restart bible study and renew my life which is like in total mess for idk what reason. Studies-Screwed. What's worst? Gonna register to retake O level math and science in March and study lika freak. I'm serious this time cause its gonna be my last chance. So glad that Wjian is still willing to guide me although i think he vomitted buckets of blood the other time. Thankyou fatfat! :-)

Oh. Canon in C is awesome. Hee hee. Ron battle your Canon in D with me! HAHA.awesome pianist he is, can't deny!

2010-01-21T16:26:00.002+08:00

Crinkle wriggle

Its gonna rain soon, awesome. Just had lunch @ home with mummy. She hugged me to sleep ytd. Felt like a baby for a night.hee. Gonna dig on my Ben and Jerry's now :0 Great stuff.
Going for 365 prayer meeting @ Riverwalk later. Meeting Kahmun at Clarke quay station first. Don't ask, its obvious i didn't work today.

Repent repent, confess confess, healing healing.
Drawing closer to You. I know i'll never walk alone along the valley of death :-)
<3 You God.

Comfortable enough to feel your warmth.

2010-01-20T19:41:00.002+08:00

Ten feet off

(Seriously)I need to:

1.Cut my nails, get back on track with my piano.
2.Finish tidying my room.
3.Stop snacking so often on junk fattening food.
4.Get out of my disgusting job.
5.Visit the salon.
6.STOP TAKING CAB TO WORK.(24 bucks per morning trip!)

Soz today's the 20th. Knowing the results of which school/course we're posted to on the 27th. Going to Genting in Feb and Thailand in March. Perfect.pay's coming in too! Argh, gotta limit my spendings. Seriously broke ):

Work was okay today. Not as good as ytd. Sales too, thought it was card members' day. Well, Yani didn't work today so i was a lil bored without her. Took cab again today to work. Wtf man.24 bucks gone. Damn gek sim, but what to do? Late=manager kpkb.z

85-ed with Eric and Van ytd after working for 12 hours. Almost died from fatigue. My treat for food. Promised her.ha. Thanks for the bullshit conversation bbg! Was laughing on the phone like crazy the whole time. Weihao was beside me and giving me the bird face when i was on the phone with Van. Really cocked up story!(you know i know) HAHAHAHA. Luv you!

Catching "Tooth Fairy" @ The Cathay with SY darling on Friday! hee. Purposely work morning shift to catch it with her! \m/ Prolly gonna meet up with clique(Stan, nicole, william etc) this sat for a movie and some catching up. Yay, miss you people :-)

2010-01-19T01:11:00.003+08:00

Work things out

Chatting with ___ on msn. Getting very suspicious of some stuff. When we go deeper in thoughts of some things, came to realise that everything is so weird. Doesn't bring out any logic at all. Time to be on my guard. For the mean time, agreeing to ____ theory. I'm being made use of. What do you want from me? Just tell me in my face and get out. Can put it in a way that im stupid cause' I should be on guard when people who wouldn't even hurt me told me to do so. Whatever it is, im sorry but fuck you for using me from the start okay.

Munching Ben and Jerry's ice-cream while uploading pictures to photobucket. Nom nom, damn good stuff. Bought two pints of it after dinner. hee.getting angry over some stuff, but yeah i'll be fine. Like Ron's blog.. Hurt till numb.im being nice and everything, stop stop stop using me please. It is heartbreaking to know someone you treat as a friend is actually using you. sigh.or maybe im just dumb. To think that i actually trusted you.
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more on facebook.com!

So we went sentosa. Me, Preston, Alicia, Nick, John, Ron, Norris. Ron and Preston actually knew each other and Norris and Nick also actually knew each other. What's worst is that Nick is Prissy's "daddy". omg, how small can the world be.tsk. Got burned, chilled and chatted on Siloso beach. Love the sun. Hitting us like nobody's business. That explains our first degree burns. zzzz.Everyone got burned, except Preston i guess. HA! Left the place around 3.30pm and Preston and Ron cabbed back to Pasir Ris, Norris went home. Nick and John, Alicia and I went for a meal @ Superdog! :-) Nick managed to coax Alicia to take another polariod photo for them. HAHAHAH. super funny the way he plead her. Called Pris and guess she was shocked that i knew Nick and vice versa. haha! They are really nice people anyway, going again on the 31st!(tentative) : )

Went to work @ 5.30pm to 9.30pm. After that went to Eric's chalet @ Aranda. Happy 22nd birthday! Sorry for being quite late :\ Get to see Natasha, Junhong, Jeffery. Awhile after i came, they left ): Played by luck/21. Shared with Norris, 5 bucks each. Won 60 bucks at the end of everything. LOL.gambling is bad. Went to have Mac for breakfast and went home shortly after we return to the chalet. Really cmi, took an off-day from my supervisor and went home to sleeeeeeeeep. Woke up around 6.15pm to find myself alone @ home. Mummy return home shortly after and accompany me for dinner. heeeee.thanks <3

working tmr from 9.30am to 9.30pm. Fml

I don't know whether should i hate you seriously. Wtf, why is this happening. You are giving yourself away or is it im too blind to see from the start? Why, why me. What the hell did i do to you that i should deserve all these shits? What do you want from me? Really pays to be nice.

2010-01-17T01:41:00.005+08:00

Inhale. Exhale

Have been thinking alot lately, about my life. Kinda find it messy. Wanna sort everything out. Clear the dust, spiderwebs, put the pieces back together at their correct places. But somehow to me, everything's falling apart, truths being swept under the rug, everything gets misty.

Move on. I always recite this in my head. What's stopping me? I wanna move on so badly, i wanna forget everything so badly. My head burns everytime i think of the days. That day. that night. that smile. that reflection. Those words. Your dreams. Your feelings. Your habits. It is always so easy to fall, so difficult to step up and leave. It seems like i cannot adapt the speed of someone leaving so quickly. The wrong person, at the wrong time, the wrong place. You never know how good it feels to be your loved one, until you're left with nothing but memories.

I'm afraid, everything's gonna repeat. I like you, and everything shall remain like this.cause, i guess i'm feelin' very insecure. It gets me paranoid to think whether someone is serious or not. Or to think that will everything work out? Or whether everything you've breathe is true or not?
Truth is eternal, complete, and brings life and light. Likewise, without it, anything is left as a temporal, dead residue in the midst of darkness. To love, is to live in truth. Because love is truth. Like precious diamonds and the purest of gold, may you pursue truth,cherish, grab hold of it, and not let go.

Therefore, thou shall not lie.

Stanley being emo on msn because of V is not helping at all. Making me feel worst. God.cheer up bro, its alright, we'll love you : )

Its a weird world
Nevertheless, "Move on", seek rest.

A fresh headstart.. where do i begin?

2010-01-16T00:40:00.001+08:00

guess what? My kidneys are hurting again.Fml. The return of history

2010-01-15T12:08:00.002+08:00

Lock you out

Guess many of you had heard about the quakes in Haiti. The number of deaths is still rising but unclear figures now due to the poor communication system there. Citycare is gonna send the first medical team to Haiti tonight to aid the survivors and situation there. Pray for them, please.
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"Nets or cash?"
Nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash nets cash.
Almost got an heart attack when i checked my account balance. Freak, needa limit my spendings before i eat grass for 3 meals.

Woke up this morning with a tummy ache greeting me. Stucked in the toilet for half an hour.zz. BUT.. supervisor called and told me today i'll be starting work @ 5.30pm. yayayayayayayayayayayayayay! Mad happy. Prolly gonna shop for Erica's present later on.

Life's been the same since the release of the O's results. Back to work, play, etc. Sales in Takashimaya is real bad. I can just stone at the counter for freaking 8 hrs with no customers @ all. Seriously affecting my commision.bad bad, real bad. Till date, i've only got $10.50 worth of commision. Fml

If you're catching "You are the man" or "Hua Yang Xing Nan" on Channel U, please support my dear friend, James AwYong. You may find him familiar or saw him on various magazines like 8 days, i-weekly and teenage. He looks as good in person! support support support him! : )

We're damned at the end, we're damned at the start, blame it on the roses, blame it on the red. running out of time, running out of breath.

But I ain't giving up quite yet, i've got too much to lose.

2010-01-13T18:58:00.002+08:00

(Fill in the blank)

Just got home from work. Going for Cg's steamboat @ Jo's house. Probably gonna get my shorts and haversack tmr or friday. No time, no time! ): i need more than 24 hours.tsk

Eric's chalet this Sunday @ Aranda Country Club! \m/ Soon to be 22 years old, sis! : )

Never thought i'd fall in love, though it grew from a simple crush.

2010-01-12T11:07:00.002+08:00

Close enough to taste

Results. Didn't managed to pass my E-Maths and C-science. Gonna retake it this year. For the mean time proceed to. ITE. Applying for Business school, event management.

Yes, i know many are shocked by this decision.but yeah, just gonna go the longer route.

Thanks all for being there and for the advices : )
Esp, you. hee

2010-01-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

One, Two, Buckle my shoe

Its the weekends.
Was being transferred to Vivo today and sales was obviously better than Taka. My girls paid me a visit today! Dinner with SY only as the rest were late ): Make her picked out something for my counter and paid for her as a gift :-) Love my baby girls. Heading over to Nirain siss's tmr for her 17th birthday celeb. <3

On the other note, felt very guilty today. Got Ivan's present @ Uniqlo before work starts and Yaowen came down to Vivo so that i can pass it to him. Was working so didn't make it to celebrate his birthday with C-Group. As a Bday Coordinator, I've FAILED to get the card ready on time, FAILED to balance my service in Cg and my job, FAILED to attend my member's gathering. Anyways thanks YW for backing me up to do the card even though you're in camp. So sorry! No next time i promise.

Will be meeting the girls tmr to get Ain's present first before heading to her place. Church service after that and my night is still vacant. Grab me, grab me! Lol.

I seriously need to tidy my room. Damn

This time, this place. Misused, mistakes. Too long, too late. Who was i to make you wait?
Just one chance, just one breath,

just incase there's one left.

2010-01-06T20:46:00.002+08:00

Say what's that sound

Screwed pay. Really like free labour
didn't get to meet SY today. Changed to friday : ) See you soon darling.
Getting very sleeepy.. only slept for 3 hours last night.
Morning shift again tmr. Hate the morning rush hour. Nb
Gonna hit the sack. Text me anyone

Blow this crazy flame away.

2010-01-06T01:44:00.002+08:00

Beep Beep

Just ended chatting with Ron and Vanny on msn.
Catching up with Adol on the phone. He's going back to Hk.
Craving for 85, Simpang, Katong laksa. ):
Morning shift tmr. 9.30am-5.45pm. _/_
Dinner with SY after work. Gonna go find her : )

O's results releasing soon. GOD

2010-01-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

Inside-out

Just got back from work. Transport fares are really expensive. Tamp to Orchard alre $1.86. What to do? Sales was really bad today. Damn bored @ work. Building up a life skill, boredom management. -.- Thanks ah neighbour. Was damn bored, glad to have neighbour Zeng to entertain me (Y) Taka colleagues are really friendly, except a few. *roll eyes

Thursday night will be having dim sum with Van and Eric sissy will obviously come. Maybe asking more ppl to tag along. Really good food off Jalan Basar(should be correct spelling :0 ). Friday afternoon spending it with Vanny, evening going down to find SY darling. She should still be working @ city square ^^ Wanted to treat S for a movie. still pending(?)

Got work tmr. Sigh.. Going Genting @ the start of Feb. heh.Thailand maybe end of Feb or something. As for Hk... I really dread it.

I miss school.
I miss Ms Tan's naggings.
I miss being picked for flooding rules.
I miss sleeping in class. (:p)
I miss Ms Ng's classic scoldings.
I miss my classmates.
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2010-01-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

IM OFF ON NEXT FRIDAY 08TH OF JANUARY!
BOOK YOUR FAVOURITE FRIEND NOW! : )

Taking pay tmr! whoooooooooooooooooooooo. who wants a treat :b
Hit me @ 9327-Guess-it-yourself

2010-01-03T01:15:00.002+08:00

Refresh. Hit me

How did your countdown for New Year went? :)

We decided to book a hotel room and you know, just countdown among ourselves. Like a lil gathering too. Rather than squeezing here and there @ the popular countdown places like Marina Bay, Clarke Quay etc.. Had an interview with Takashimaya on that afternoon and head down to meet Van and Erica. Soon more ppl came and had steamboat before heading back to the room. Had 3 chivas and 2 down after that night.lol. Bullshitted alot so Vanessa Yapp, Amber Tng, Sebastian Yong and ______, PLEASE FORGET EVERYTHING I'VE TOLD YOU GUYS. omg, fking ps can. Cigs thrown everywhere, and the box went empty very fast too. zzzzzz.

Really surprise that S really did come.thanks for coming anyway, hope you had a great time.

Left the place in the morning around 8am so that everyone can go back and rest. Super shagggg. More shag when we got to know that some gay don't wanna return what he owes. Don't give me some mama fking bullshit story k.
1. No one forced you to come.
2. No one forced you to leave halfway to club or whatever shit. So don't tell Vanessa what you weren't there half the time cause thats your problem. You left yourself.
3. You didn't get bed space. Now, many didn't get bed space too. And all those on the bed are either drunk, knocked out or emo-ing. You didn't said you want a space too. So, stfu.
4. There were many people. This totally got no link to the problem. God, so alot people=i don't need to return money.HAHAHAHHA. nice

gay prick.

85 with Seb on New year's, simpang with Van and Nat today.
Went church, was almost late. Dinner @ Century.S, Starbucked a while and went to meet Van and Nat. Chat alot. caught up alot. <3
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May be moving to Hk for a period of time cause Dad will be taking care of the outlets there for years. Will be there for weeks or even months. Parents still deciding.but i really wanna be in Sg instead of some foreign country ): Still waiting for the verdict.. hmm.

I'm talking to the mountains, to move in to the oceans. With Your authority, given to me.
No matter what happens, here i am standing.

2009-12-31T03:06:00.002+08:00

2010 :-D

Kbox with Clique @ Cineleisure. hahaha, Samm, Stan, Kenny, Nicole. More picas on Facebook. :)
Met Van and Eric for Dimsum aftermath. Sorry Kenny! make you turn and turn and turn around from cine to clarke quay to bugis to lavender :\ waste petrol.Z

Tmr's 31st. NO WORK! WHOOOOOOOO. but working on 1st Jan. In exchange i got 2 more off days on 2nd 3rd. : ) Hee. Thank God.

Tmr will be a boom boom boom day. Stay tune to what we'll be doing tmr! :-D

Xoxo.

2009-12-29T01:40:00.002+08:00

Gtfo(sigh)

Im in a state of confusion.
What should i do?

Still can remember everything that you said clearly.
Ouch

The answer? Its a 50-50. For now

2009-12-26T03:50:00.000+08:00

Christmas 09

Hark now hear the angels sing, a king was born today
And man will live for evermore, because of Christmas Day.

God's house is the best place to be on Christmas! Service was grrrrreat! The drama team was as awesome as ever. Thousands and thousands answered the alter call and gave their hearts to Jesus on this meaningful day. :-)

Outing with clique-FAILED. Busy with church stuff and they can't find any programme. All went home in the end. So 17 of us to eat at a Hk cafe in Plaza Sing before going for a movie @ Cathay to catch the 12.40am show. Avatar is the most worthy movie for the whole year. The first time this cell group is out together for so late! hahaha. Daddy came to fetch me around 3.30am :-)
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So its 3.50am now. Went for supper @ Geylang with parents just now. Bro couldnt join as he was at some parrrty. tsk.had frog porridge and salted egg crabs. Damn awesome i tell you. Omg. While waiting for food they were like saying how ugly am i when i was a baby and Mummy's and my life were in danger when she was giving birth! Aww.. Ate till 2am and drove back home.

Mum: There's this news about 8 wild boars crossing the road at Thomson rd leh!
Dad: Huh. then?
Mum: Then hor, nevermind leh they still cross the rd twice! buey paiseh somemore.
Dad: Aiya, they cross the other side then the papa boar realise the other side got no water and grass ma, so they bo bian cross back to the jungle lor.
Me: -.-

Had an enjoyable night! Love you guys, Never ever want to lose any one of you

Buffet and shopping with Mummy tmr then church service then dim sum with vannystars.
PERFECT

2009-12-24T02:58:00.002+08:00

Vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrm...

Rather busy nowadays. Hmm, in the end still went St James on sunday after work. :b But didn't regret! Awesome party with Tok spinning the whole night. Finally they decided to cut down on electro \m/ So was with Vanny, Eric, Paul, Andre, Noel, Pandora, Leonard and Cozanne(on off) the whole time in Powerhouse. Omg, lightsticks ftw! Did stupid moves with Noel, damn retarded. Van and Eric left around 2am and the party was extended till 3.30am. Got to know a few girls when we were queueing. Awesome party animals! HA! After Ph cabbed down to BQ for supper. A happy Andre found a pack of Dunhill in the cab. Super lucky.HAHA. split it. Ba chor mee was closed so had prata before going to raining. Had Martell and bill was on Leonard! Thanks man. Daidi, blackjack and pooled till 6am. Puke -.- h.a.h.a.h.a. slacked till around 7.15am and cab home with Leonard. Was a dead fish already, thanks for sending me back!

Pictures soon!

Tmr's Christmas service! omg, can't waittttttt.
Pay day coming!
Siloso beach party.. Who's going?

And now man will live forevermore, because of Christmas day.
<3 you God.

2009-12-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

Feliz Navidad

Finally went forrrr service today! Candlelight service was awesome i tell you. Sun's back in Singapore and she joined us for service too. Ended work @ 4pm and hurried down to Expo. Tomorrow's still gonna be @ Vivo for the last day and back to Raffles City probably. Angeline's working at the same place, same floor with me!
Saw Allen Wu and his family at Centrepoint the other day when i stationed there. Cool shit cause he's damn hot and Li Ling's hot too.(random) Ha.

Life's pretty the same except that im thinking to quit my job. 1 off day per week really sucks. No time for service and CGM. Feel darn guilty. Gonna find a new job soon.tsk

St James tomorrow or not? zzzzzzzzzzz. Near Vivo somemore. TEMPTING

Whats your purpose of celebrating Christmas?

2009-12-15T19:38:00.002+08:00

Tick tock tick tock..

I just wanna see the sunrise every morning without having to bear the excruciating pain in my kidneys. All i want for Christmas, is that.
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Today is an off-day too! Will be working @ Orchard Point tmr. Another 8 hours of hell. 18 more days to pay day! Have to bear with it.Argh. When is my Sitex pay coming in?! ): Gotta get my Ipod touch and FrenchC watch when payday arrives. Teehee

Went gym with Mellysa ytd. 2 more kgs to lose before i hit my ideal weight! Stamina seriously sucks now. wanted to do 5km but at around 2.2km kidneys damn pain so ran till 2.4km and stopped. z.FML. Can't really exercise now. It always triggers the fever button everytime i swim or gym.

This week service will be candlelight service. Guess church will be very packed. Gotta make it no matter what if not Christine will choke me and i'm feeling very guilty for not attending service for close to a month. repent!

Van and Erica is in KL now! Hope they are having a good time now. : )

To go St James or not on the 20th Dec? Tsk..

2009-12-14T15:34:00.002+08:00

April Iemiuh. says:
dunno leh
jin zhang sia
HAHAH

dk. says:
why jin zhang
u meet me also nvr so jin zhang
LOL

HAHAHAHAH. Super classick.got owned

Okie, that's Amber. This pic was taken @ the time we went over to Ron's for a swim and supper at Geylang. : ) A lil unglam pic. :0

Life's being a bitch lately. Got screwed by 2 bosses today.zz. Luckily didn't lose my job. Did a mini-celebration for Mr Mah over our usual shisha place @ Arab st. Van, Eric, Ron, Amber, Pris, Andre. Got a Chivas and a pipe. Chat and caught up over the drinks. Not a good place for alcohol. only 2 free mixer and a 3rd or more cost 10 bucks. Wtf? So neat ftw after the mixer's gone. Pris left @ around 1.30am ): played true or dare. HAHAHA.fregging classick with like what c-walk for 30secs, tecktonik in slippers.LOL. Awesome night cause there's no ciggs hanging around- everyone quitted. Maybe a few hours for Andre. HA ;)

Today's an off-day. Going gym with Mellysa @ 6pm and meeting Sebby after that.
tmr's a working day. ha-ha. *roll eyes
Be back @ Robinsons, Raffles City! Yuling and Milken dropped by the other day ;)

Sinyee's @ church camp. see you soon ):
Van and Eric is leaving for KL tmr morning! Be safe! <3

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20th December 2009
The Party Box, in her ever first collaborative effort with The Youth Empire
Brings to you Singapore’s Largest, most Extravagant and Creative Event of 2009

SOUND SERIES II
“Back 2 The Beats”
“The Official After Party of Swap & $hop 2009”
20th December 2009
St James Powerhouse
Doors open at 7pm SHARP

Back for the 2nd time in history, SOUND SERIES II promises
a whole new line up of larger than life musicians, artists, and designers

FIRST UP:

Singapore’s Largest, Most Extensive, 1st Ever Night Flea Extravaganza Before Christmas

SWAP & $HOP
“The Flea Before Christmas”
20Th December 2009
St James Powerstation
From 4pm till late

Watch the stage glitter up as 16 very gorgeous ladies don a series of exclusive wear
specially created and designed by Singapore’s youngest designer
Ms Tammy Tay helming the brand OHSOFICKLE
Winner of Female’s Most Gorgeous 50 People, Ms Annabel Tan as she struts down the runway alongside with
Her protégé, model and DJ, Collette Claire Miles
We are certain it’s going to be one HELLUVA show J

And that’s just the beginning.
Hear 2009’s talented and well-known bands,
Featuring FACEOFF, BLINDFOLD HERO, WAITING FOR NOTHING, FAST FORWARD TO FRIDAY, DEPUTY SIREN.
JUST TO NAME A FEW~

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Back with us, we have

-DJ TOK and MC SOF (The Unbeatable Duo)
-DJ TWOFACE (Linda How and Grace Tsunami)
And perhaps, just perhaps, an ending set by DJ Collette Claire Miles

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With SWAP & $HOP and SOUND SERIES II

“Because of our differences, we are ONE”
Exclusive Calendar Diary for 2010 featuring guest artistes and significant people in society
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2009-12-13T04:18:00.002+08:00

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2009-12-11T12:43:00.002+08:00

Stars

I will do whatever it takes to STOP visiting the doctor each week. The bills are munching on my allowance. chomp chomp chomp.Z. Can't eat spicy food and dairy products till i'm alright. Wth?
From today till Sunday will be working @ Bugis. OT OT and more OTs. Can't wait to take my Sitex pay! :b Needa get new glasses cause i dropped my old one and save up for Christmas.

Have been missing service lately. Hope boss will let me off early on Sats.sigh

Gotta go prepare for work now. Update sooon!

X

2009-12-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

I'm a happy girl!

Sweetheart dropped by this evening, thanks for the necklace : )
But my heart sank after that because i thought.. i thought..... ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
Nvm, an eye for an eye.

Boat quay on sat!

And what you guys are dying to know...

MY OFF DAYS IS ON THE 8TH AND 9TH OF DEC! PLEASE DIAL 932712XX FOR BOOKINGS : )

XXX

2009-12-06T03:33:00.002+08:00

Blooooooooooop.

Currently busy working everyday ): Christmas season that's why.sigh
Today's(5th) Jo's birthday! Happy 23rd! You're an awesome leader which encourages everytime i'm backsliding with God.

Mummy came over today when i'm @ work. Hee. She bought something from my counter <3 waited for me to end work and we went to take train together. Got off @ Lavender too meet clique for steamboat! didn't manage to flag a cab so waited for Stan and Cm to walk over to walk me to the steamboat's place. Don't think its nice. Still prefer La Mei Zi @ Bugis or Zhenfa @ Novena. Tsk. Ate till 12Am and strolled to City hall area and finally settled @ Marina.S. Played arcade? Lol. Raced with Stan and obviously i lost. *roll eyes. Waited for Daddy to drive over to pick me up. Left them around 2.20am.

Work tmr @ 1215! Argh! I'm still stationed at Raffles City! Joey Wong and Reuben working there too. Super surprising.
Don't wanna work anymore ): But who wanna feed me?! Zz. Kidney still hurtin' but still tolerable.heh. Don't worry guys thanks for the concern. I realised there's people who i never thought of actually reads my blog. Haha!

Christmas is coming! Birth of our saviour! : ) AND I WANT....

Burberry wallet
Blackberry
Perlini's silver Cross necklace
Agnes B Bag
New Audio Technica earpiece( tired of my headsets): )
Calvin Klein Tote Bag

Are you losing it? Tell me, i don't wanna chase pavements. Look, i'm sorry. But if you're avoiding me and is reluctant to meet me, please tell me. Don't let it go silently, lets sort it out okay.

2009-12-02T13:22:00.002+08:00

I'm having a risk of getting Pyelonephritis which leads to kidney failure.
Gosh, temperature please stop rising.
The kind of pain in your kidneys is disgusting. it really hurts like someone trying to pull out your kidneys.
God, to be honest, i'm scared.

Because its fatal.

"Get well soon. tc"
Thanks people, its really comforting when the pain is unbearable.

Sorry girls, can't join you guys @ WWW today. Gave work a miss today too. Sorry Jeany!

2009-12-01T01:28:00.002+08:00

Had a jab today and some tests to confirm i contracted UTI. zzz
Obviously the jab hurts and i'm working tmr @ Robinsons, Raffles City.

Come visitzxc me kkkkkays ):

2009-11-29T15:01:00.004+08:00

Do Not Look Back

Remember Lot's wife
Genesis19:12

The angels said: " Lot, when You run, whatever you do, remember don't look back. Don't turn around and see the judgement of God upon the city. Don't desire what you are leaving behind. Just run, forget the past. Just run forward!
By the time Lot reached Zoar, the sun had risen over the land. Then the Lord rained down burning sulfur on Sodom and Gomorrah from the Lord out of the Heavens. Thus he overthrew those cities and the entire plain, including all those living in the cities—and also the vegetation in the land. But Lot's wife looked back, and she became a pillar of salt.

Today,we go to Isreal, you find that in the midst of the place, the ruins of Sodom and Gomorrah, you find in the middle of the desert, there's a pillar of salt. Many believe that could be Lot's wife.

Don't look back at the past, God doesn't remember the sins that had been forgiven. Thou your sins is as red as crimson, in Jesus Christ it shall be wash as white as snow.
Don't look back at the old defeats that get you down. The steps of a good man are ordered by God though he falls. The righteous will fall 7 times. Don't allow falling to make you feel like a failure.
Only satan the devil repeats on past faults.
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Got food poisoning but i guess its minor. Ron's one is more major i guess. Didn't go to work today and of course lost alot of sales cause today is the last day of Sitex. ZZZZZZ. !%%$^%?>!?
Sold a total of 8 laptops on those 3 days. Quite satisfied.hmm

Went home to sleep and woke up with 14 messages. One of it which aches my heart badly. Utterly disappointed in you. You see a problem, you're upset. Send me a useless message with much "fucking" "fuck" vulgarities. You don't want to confront it. You are avoiding. What for? Is this your meaning of being serious? Just send a stupid message and sit there like an idiot thinking that its solved? When i called you, didn't even ask me about it. You are acting like a time bomb, keeping everything to yourself and when you couldn't take it anymore, you just sweep everything under the bloody rug and avoid it. How much i've sacrificed when you've got school and i run from one end of Singapore to the other end just to meet you and i never complain a single bit. Never make a sound when you don't even have time for me. God, and now you're pointing finger @ me. It takes two hands to clap. Im sorry but you're being childish despite the five years of age difference.

Anything that floats your boat.

2009-11-27T23:26:00.005+08:00

Peiqin, Van, Zixuan, Me

Sherri, Cozanne, Me(Jiaobin), Suting, Natasha, Zixuan, Vanny, Sili

Tok's mixer

Dj Tok

Thanks for coming to Van's parrrrty : )

Andre's beanie

Eileen, Cozanne, Zixuan, Pris, Van, Me
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BUSY.

Currently working for Sitex @ Expo under Toshiba until Sunday. Tiring! Sales was rather bad. Only sold 5 laptops for both days. zz. Desmond's booth(LG Newstead) was beside me. HAHAHA.can chit chat across. tsk. Saw Melody there working for Compaq and she said Daryl is working for LG. First day Nini(kevin) and Shin came. But only saw Shin. Seems like he's recovering from that bad incident. Hmm. Promote until sore throat, sleep also can dream of Toshiba. Zz

Anyway, Van's chalet was a blllllassssssssst. Dj Tok(Daniel) is actually nice and luckily he didn't stayed for the 2nd night cause there's paranormal activities going on in B09 and he said he's going to make it happening if he's there. Phewwwwwwww.
Anyway thanks for the super remix and music!

Monday will start work @ Robinsons, City Hall.
Any GIRLS still jobless or interested in getting a job can msn OR mail me @ nowisthetime-@hotmail.com

Really sorry for what had happen.
Take it easy, for those who are affected esp Shin.
Rest in peace, YL

Are you a rider? Ride safely, please.

2009-11-23T21:59:00.004+08:00

You don't have to wait, you don't have to help. You are always there, what about me? You don't need me, but i need you badly. All the things i've done, broken promises, lies, going against Your words.

At the end of the road, i saw everything fading away. Except for one light that is there, in fact always. You never shortchange, You never left.

I'm gonna recommit myself to You on this day.
The day will come, where all knees will bow.

Lost and insecure, You found me.
God. I'm sorry

2009-11-22T18:04:00.002+08:00

Take 3, Action

Very much alive and kicking just that i'm down with and 1+1 package of flu and cough. Irritating cause i sound like a bapok now just like Zixuan. Zz

Still unemployed, have an interview with Risis tomorrow and i hope Ron give me good news about the I.T show cause i'm draining my bank this week and i'm left with 60 bucks.

Update soon!

2009-11-18T16:59:00.005+08:00

Pris BBQ(6th Nov)

Van's Celebration(9th Nov)

Etcs.

2009-11-17T16:31:00.003+08:00

@ Zirca

Supposed to meet Wenjie for lunch. But that panda forget to hand up his project. So waited for him to go back to Shatec. Went to Tampines 1 to kill time. Bought some stuff @ Sasa and Dorothy Perkins. $115 fly. Zz

Train to Clarke Quay to meet Van and Zixuan. Had lunch @ TCC while waiting for Wenjie. Bitch about some girls in their class. Hahaha, oh well, girls. Walked around Central and Van got a pair of shoes. After Zixuan left, walked over to Hannibal @ Robertson Walk to accompany Wenjie for his lunch/dinner. Stroll around Liang Court and walked back to Zirca around 8Pm.

Freaking long queue but lucky we were early :p Met Daryl, Melvin, Van's friend and Wj's friend there. Got ticks from Pris. Door reject @ the entrance by the bouncer because he claim that my ez-link doesn't look like me. Zz.some women and another bouncer helped me and managed to get in around 9.30pm? Damn bored only some B-boy battling. Dj Tok for the first few hours. Slowly more and more people came and things got better.

Saw ___ inside? Went out for some drinks and saw ___ outside with her friends. They don't want to be named for the same reason.HAHA. shall be kind to hide their identity! Cramp like shit, tecktonik and shufflers everywhere. Guess Wenjie and his friend are the only C-walkers. Sexy bitch played like 5 times, Hotel Room Service played like 3 times. Alot of electro and trance. Zz

Last part quite boring so just sat there with Priscilla. Party got extended till 5 plus but we left @ 4.30am. Ate @ Bk eating house with 5 people. Spent $250 in one day. Heart pain ): oh, Don't feel disappointed if you missed this event, not very enjoyable. Queue damn long guess many didn't managed to get in.

Can't find my adaptor cannot upload picas. maybe tomorrow

2009-11-14T23:07:00.004+08:00

Trials & Tribulations

Caught Paranormal Activity around 11.20pm @ Cineleisure yesterday with Van, Wenjie, Daryl and Melvin after Cell group meeting. Not a bad one but not worth it if you're expecting something more.

Was raining cats and dogs the whole day.tsk. Was deciding on Kbox, a 2nd movie(2012) or Shisha. In the end cabbed down to the usual Shisha place and Eric came after work. Chill, daidi(how you spell it?), Blackjack. Some unpleasant stuff happened that kinda spoil the atmosphere. Hmm, prolly under the same roof with weird people. Cabbed over to Daryl's @ Bishan around 4am and he has so many things in common with Wj! So they started gaying. Inside jokes, hilarious. Nice place cause it overlook the pool. tsk. Wanton mee in the morning with fruit juice and home sweet home/Work/School. Guess everyone was shag.

Hmm. Haven got a job yet. Prolly working for Calvin Klein or Guess.
Gonna go gym tomorrow because i had put on 2kg of fats which makes me feel tired cause im too heavy.HA. should text Sinyee soon to ask her to join me. Kinda miss her.tsk. So just gonna gym, tidy up my room and plan a newlook for it. Monday will be Zirca which Clique have been looking forward to just that Fb confirmed guests is 1,200+. God, don't wanna suffocate. OH and yesterday i dropped my Esprit spectacles which cost me $365-/. FML.

Miss that term. yeezha?

My eyes set on You, in this race that i run
No longer my ways, let Your will be done
Make me a servant, my heart's ever true
Clinging to the cross i'll follow You,

I'll follow You.

2009-11-11T01:22:00.006+08:00

International

Right, so in that picture you can see Erica, a lil of Van(hand) Wenjie(shirt) and Mel. Just a sneak of wat's on ytd night. Haven got the pictures from Van yet.

So ytd our plan for Van's bday went right. Hmm.really funny to see her get tricked by us.HAHAHA. Met Wj @ Bugis first to search for her Hello kitty cake and managed to find one after a long long search. Eric came, waited for Pris and went to meet Van. Tricked her that Eric not coming and proceed for lunch @ Pizza Hut. Wj and Melvin is already there and i believe Erica ambushed himself. Lmao. Surprise No.1 Erica appeared, No.2 Cake and Happy bday song that pizzahut played. Boomz

Aftermath went to Haji lane for shhhhhisha. Everyone was soooooo chill untill.... A BUNCH OF ANGMOHS CAME. not really angmohs. Canadutch, Australian, Korean mixed dunno wat etc. They came to Singapore as exchange students to NUS. Even tried to communicate with us in Chinese. Even stuff like 'walau, Ccb' haha! really cool bunch of people. We got really well with them and turned the whole place literally upside down. One of them even broked the table while dancin' on it. HA. and Van said its from Ikea. Really got 'em laughing in fb. Good music, fun people.

So the whole night everyone just went...

"I'll make them good girls go baddd....."

"Somebody call 911 shawty fire burning on the dance floor..."

"You can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room..."

"We will we will rock you..."

"Why you're so obsessed with me...."

"I want nobody nobody but you..."

Think there was more, can't remember.

Buckets and buckets of Hoegarden, Heni and tig.Really bad.. but good night! Hmm, I guessed everyone really enjoyed. Got facebook from each other etc, tons and tons of pictures. Left the place around 3.30am? Aww..

Cabbed to Bedok with Van, Eric and Pris. Planning for 85 but place is closed so chat awhile and cabbed home with Priscilla.

Oh yeah, had a pact with Van, Eric and Wj. Have a meal together on every Sunday. *looks into wallet.

Love you guys!
Play hard but don't forget to work hard :)

2009-11-08T17:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm?

Recently been up to baking with sy, pris birthday BBQ, spending time with mummy, movie with clique. Damn shag, 2 days 4 hours of sleep.
Baked with Sinyee and we failed the first 2 attempts. Too much butter! So went to buy another pack of cookie mix.tsk.
Pris Bbq was a sucess i guess? Aiya as long as she enjoys, its a sucess. HA
So Van called before the Bbq and complained about __. But i guess its really too much. Van told him not to come for Pris's in the end. Man.

Caught This is it @ Cine with clique. Everyone was so tired that we went home after the show.
Average show.but if you're a great fan of MJ, then its awesome i guess. But great music there. No doubt, king of pop.

Van's birthday celebration is tmr.
Happy Birthday lovely : )

2009-11-04T22:21:00.003+08:00

Indentical

Why do things to complicate your life?

Just pure literature and Science MCQ before i go on cloud 9.
Tsk tsk, already relaxing a lil now. Teehee
So well, physics was alright today.better than chemistry.
Hope my chemistry would not pull my science down. ):

Went to have a meal with sy before heading home.
Having real bad cramps so didn't say much or spend much time tgt after eating.
Sorry!
Nap until 5 plus and was disturbed in between by msges.
Wake up, reply, sleep. *rings* wake up, reply, sleep.
Waited for Canto to come to tampines after cutting his ugly(kiddin) hair.
Dinner, talk cock and catch up a lil.
Nothing much at Topshop. can they bring in more clothes? Z.
One hour trip back home for that sweet again. Thanks fatty!

Had my weekends filled already! Except for sunday.shingzzzzz.

Van's birthday is coming soon.
Still thinking what to get for her. That girl has everrrrrything.tsk
Can my treat @ BQ be your present? :p

Priscilla's(6th) birthday, Sherri's( celeb on 6th), Van's(8th), Nicole's(14th).
Why so many?!

2009-11-02T17:17:00.004+08:00

Fking screwed the shitty chemistry paper.
Went to look at the answers for E-math paper 2.
God. Hope for a C6 there. Or maybe a D7.
Having doubts on whether i can get 5 O's credits.

Shit.

Getting back to work with History and Art.
If i fail Combined Humanities..
*waves to ITE.

2009-10-31T23:11:00.004+08:00

Hollow dream=Nightmare

I'm ready to serve, i'm ready to love.

Well, very much alive and kicking.
Got itchy so decided to blog a post :B
Anyway, happy Halloweeeeeeeen!
Basically just busy with coping O's, art prep work and stuff like that.
Had a good kickstart for O's with English paper.
Not a bad one, Maths was managable too.

Halfway through on planning Van's birthday with Priscilla.
Gonna let our lovely girl have a memorable 16th. : )
Recent birthdays like Geraldine(21st), Jh(22nd), Ryan(24th), Seb(25th) reminds me of how much time had past. Wow.

Went for service today like finally as i didn't make it for the last 2 services.
Pastor Tan's birthday and as usual great message by P.Kong.

Again, so many things i wanna do after exams.tsk
Maybe some buffet; be a potato coach with Sy or some shopping with Manda & Sy :B

For now.
Just my King, O's and friends.

End days?
This is our finest hour, a refuge for our souls.

2009-10-17T23:27:00.001+08:00

BE RIGHT BACK!

11112009
XOXO

So, all the best to those taking O levels!

For those:
who completed N's and E-O-Ys, enjoy your holidays!
who are awaiting for ORD, enjoy your days in camp!
who are bearing grudges, its time.to let go
who are frowning, paint that smile back onto your face again
whom heart is broken, time will heal those wounds
who had fallen, pick yourself up, like how you used to
who are waiting for a special someone, be patient

Alright, that's about it!
Its the finale, gonna take the wheel and reach my prize with God's fire!

X
iemiuh

2009-10-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hush

Don't feel good now.
Unexplainable feelings. Can't really put them in words.
Feeling weary, moody, sad, empty. All the ugly feelings.
Just wanna have a good sleep, some quiet time with dear God and indulge in some songs.

Just some space now.

Mighty to save, thank You.

2009-10-11T23:38:00.003+08:00

Boomz

Kenny's bike(He finally bought it.) with shin's ugly helm. HA.
Friday. get back to school.
Hmm. Met Nicole, stanley, Shin and kenny for dinner @ our usual steamboat place for stan's late 21st celebration.
Cm can't make it in the end, Fang and Alan too.
So, left the 5 of us.(tsk)
That shin make me wait for an hour.zz

Stan only managed to book out @ 2215.
Annoying Guards.
Met seb after eating @ cine. in the end no timing for Fame.
Waste time. went our own ways.
Waited for shin to come and pick me to join them again @ mustafa.

Alot of funny convers and everything. Bought loads of food, waited for kenny's friends and head down to Marina Barrage. 5bikes one car. Let the car go first and kinda went the wrong way. so we went one big round.tsk. keep losing the rest as shin rode too fast. just laze around barrage and chat about future, some people, clubs, our chalet, etc.
Kenny rode nicole home, his friend drove stan home, the rest got no pillions and yeah got a ride from shin.
Caught on speed camara @KPE. opps

Meet canto today! finally return to sg. tsk
nothing much, just dinner @ Cck with his friends. Got 4 chewing gums from him and a few duty free stuff. That himbo claim to leave my stuff @ his house there. really MEH.

*

Tomorrow. is. monday. BLUES.
skipping sch. mugging session with yuling from 10am.
Probably gyming during the evening with jian?

11 more days to o levels.
All the way iemiuh.

I see the King of Glory coming on the clouds with fire
The whole world shakes.
I see His love and mercy, washing over all our sins
The people sing Hosanna, Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest.

I see a near revival stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees,

We're on our knees.

2009-10-08T22:36:00.003+08:00

Good fight, don't give up.

Screw facebook. can't even load homepage.wtf?
Canto's still @ guangzhou, waiting for 'im to get on msn.
chatting with mav, dk(emoing) and neighbour.

So, have been studying intensively with yuling this few days.
Except for today.where we bumped into her friends @ the library so we sat tgt.
everyday's the same routine. lunch, hours of revisions, dinner, home.
My fruit? Mastered graph, properties of a circle, trigo, coordinate geog.
Whooo.at least a D7 now? a step closer to passing. God

Just two more weeks.perseverance.
all it takes.

I realise nothing's broken.no need to worry bout everything i've done

2009-10-03T23:32:00.001+08:00

Take a chance. Make a change

Many are curious why am i disappearing from school for 3 days.
So basically on day 1, i was sick.
Day 2 and 3, decided to stay home to build my math and chemistry foundation.
Gonna return to school next monday. No worries!

Recently:
Thurs- Daddy called after meeting around 1am for supper. So he drove us down to Geylang for some Frog porridge. Awesome as usual. Ate till 3am.
Fri- Dinner with Christine @ carl's jr and shoppy for Alvin's gift. Webcammed with Canto around 1250am. Mummy joined us on Wed's webcam.super funny, she said Canto's Show Luo's wannabe. HA

Today is Saturday. Good old Saturday.
Met Yw around 1230 to do Alvin's stuff.
Service as usual. Good sermon(didn't feel sleepy)
Children church had a small W&P.
Super cute, esp Poh's daughter and the guitarist. :0
heh. Dinner @ Subway after service.

Chatting with neighbour on msn now.
Gonna study later.

Tmr's stan's 21st.
Tmr's a week away till Canto returns.
Tmr's a sunday.
Tmr's a new day.

In a place with few inhabitants, they desire intimacy.
In a densely populated crowd, distance is all that matters.

Some long for company,
while some are already full of it.
Some don't want to be alone everyday,
while some are just dying to have a day off on their own.

Some people just can't stop putting you down,
when they're given the chance to do it in a tactful way.
Some people are just numb to the nay-says of life,
wondering to themselves why they're so blind to their own flaws.

Some are angry, sad, and dissatisfied with the person for who he is now,
always wanting more, wanting to make it better.
Some only realise that that one person is already so good so special,
but only too late, when he's lost, and surrounded by blocks of wood and stone.

Relationship?
A mutual want and will. keep it simple, to keep it alive.

2009-10-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

Spiritual attacks

"If you are the Son of God, tell this stone to become bread. Jesus answered, 'Its is written: Man does not live on bread alone but the word of God'."
"The devil led him to Jerusalem and had Him stand on the highest point of the temple. 'If you are the Son of God', he said, 'throw yourself down from here'. For it is written, 'He will command his angels concerning you to guard you carefully; they will lift you in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.' But Jesus answered, ' It says, Do not put the Lord your God to the test.' "

you know, sometimes i get trip easily over problems.
Like.. feel like giving up after sometime when i feel tired or sick of those shits.
Contradicting enough, im not an impatient person.
At the end of the 3 lines above, all i want to say is that..
My prelims results is tempting me to loosen or even free the string from my hands.

After Cg meeting, i found a motivation again.
Whatever the outcome will be, i'll still live by faith.
Thank you, for shining Your bright light in my darkest times.

2009-09-30T00:04:00.002+08:00

Sweet and low

Time has passed so quickly.So much has happened.
Yet there is so much more to be ahead.

Isn't it?

Having a bad sore throat now. Darn.i'd rather hava flu or something.
Anyway nothing much about school and same to after dismissal.
Went home, bought lunch for Sy and as usual bb tea and head to her place.freaking hot weather.
Completed physics prac and a few math questions.
Left around ten after having dinner and went to meet Mummy and A.lucy @ Han's.
Blueberry Crumble was awesome :0

Re-planned my study schedule. \m/
time check: 12:19 AM
song check: Sweet and low
22 days, 11 days.
42days to freedom.

If the sturdy winds come, just give me a little tug.
I'll still be there for you.
But don't worry, i won't tug yours.
Many things cannot be explained.
Nonetheless, your presence is the greatest gift i can receive.

2009-09-28T18:18:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st Canto (26th)

So yah, 'appy birthday.
Got him something from Kenzo.

Weekends.
Sweet disaster? I guess so.
Caught Phobia 2.
2 thumbs up!
Church service as usual.
Bra' bday 'celebration'.
Long nong speeeech.
Met van together with Eunice and her friend Suting.

Back on track.
Wj's leavin tomorrow(aww)
Gonna miss you loads.
Bon voyagey!

Like precious diamonds and the purest of gold, may you pursue truth, cherish, grab hold of it. And not let go.

2009-09-25T19:06:00.002+08:00

Race.

Hmm. been pretty busy lately.
Revisions/lessons going on, doing Brandan's card, searching for his present w Mic and Yw, cg meeting, afternoons with Sinyee.
And.. today's Bra's 19th! Hope you will like what the Cg had gotten for yaw : D
Tmr will be Canto's 21st and Jiayi's 16th.
Up next will be:
Stanley's 21st(04th), Christine's 20th(11th), Geraldine's 16th(21st), Jh's 19th(22nd), Seb's 21(25th).

Finally. Grad yesterday.
Good video, good speeches, good reception buffet.(HAHAHA)
Marks the end of sec sch life.
Also the beginning of intensive mugging.
27 days to practical, 31 days to first written paper.

Spent time @ sinyee's place today.
Did a lil math and watched channel U.
Haha, Arron Kok was on Yu le bai fen bai.
Super funny.

Gonna stuhdyyy after uploading some Grad day's pica on fb.

2009-09-23T01:00:00.002+08:00

29.

Just browse through some fb profile and realise that James is participating in Aunty Lucy's future movie(LOL). Good move bud. Hope to work tgt againnnnnnnn.

Its 1.00 Am now. Having millions of thoughts running through my head for i don't know what reason.
Didn't had dinner today as i napped from 6-10. Awesome isn't it. Munch quite a lot of bananas while watching Fated To Love You and revising history. Oh, i tried to microwave some chicken nuggets and it got burnt, together with the container. So? i threw the whole damn thing away. Ha -.- Just glad that it didn't explode. *shakes head.

Graduating on Thursday, 24th Sept 2009.
4 years in Springfield. wow.from being a junior to a senior, having 9 subs in lower sec to 7 subs in upper sec. Watching teachers leave. Watching friends dropping out of school. Watching people, friends change. Nevertheless, I'd never regret having spf as my 1st choice 4 years ago.

O levels. Just 29 days away from science practical-22nd oct.
Focusing more on my E-math and Sciences.
I've already gotten an A in my hands, don't want to corrupt the whole cert.
Really afraid that i couldn't make it plus canto's words the other day when he taught me maths really pulled me down a little. Not gonna burn out, not at this time.
No cert=No good poly courses=No job=No future
After o's, gonna concentrate more on God's work and the church, plans with Sy(\m/), Uan stuff, toning up, dance and yeah obviously my keyboard lessons.

Canto's birthday is this sat \m/
Already thought of what to get for him.tsk
he's flying 3 days after that and yeah, get me some dim sum when you're back.HAHA
Hope he can clinch a Pink ic soon.
If not.. he've to return after he graduate from Np. Aww

2009-09-21T19:33:00.002+08:00

Blood.

Its a public holiday.
Daddy bought lots of BBQ/fried chicken wings.
Slurps.
As usual, mummy would open a bottle of fine wine.
Love the way the four of us would sit together eating dinner with the dining room fan spinning above us.
The way dad would entertain us, his intelligence. Mummy's laughter, her cooking. Brother's usual silence or a chuckle for a second. aww

Regardless of a family dinner @ home or any else where, i'd treasure every sec.

Blood is thicker than water. yes
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